Why won't he love me. Why won't he love me. I asked myself that daily. I am deserving. I am good. I've done and been everything I possibly could. Protected him. Stuck up for him when everyone else was against him and I myself didn't even totally believe in him.
I put him before my own personal welfare. My love for him has robbed me of my sleep. My health. Put his needs before my own. All I get from the him is disdain.
I have betrayed my husband for this male. Compromised my integrity. Lowered my self to enabler status.
I lay with him and him alone . It is a troubled rest. The best I can get from his lips is half hearted "wow" in the early morning hours.
I am just not what he needs. I am not wild.
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Bob Cat will love you. Just give him time...lot's of time
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